My spoiling was not the result of any rods being spared at home.
Rather, I was spoiled through the understanding of the voluntary nature behind my parents employing violence as a tool of influence. The instant I realized these people had the ability to utilize other avenues to
claim righteousness but chose not to, I directed the blame of
every gratuitous painful private prison experience to
them and promised that I would learn from their
inability to. I was totally unprepared for the
fact that I had been programed at some
deeper level to think like my father,
whine like my mother and suffer
repetitive indignities again &
again as me robot stumbled
this very thin line which led
to the only place where
I could be myself.
Thank you, friend.
Barry out.
Yeah, they got me good.
Sorry to hear about what you have experienced from your parents. If you think that they are making you like a robot. Let us give them a benefit of the doubt, maybe it’s their way to show they care to you. I hope the discipline they had imposed brings out the best in you.
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Well, as a matter of fact, their discipline has brought out the best in me. I hit my kids twice as much as my folks hit me.
Hello Barry,
I know you have painful experience in the past but letting your kids experience what you experience is not a good idea. I hope you will find the true peace in your heart.
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I guess history is out of the question then, right Janis?