Mom didn’t die

The day she died.

She ate a pill

Said open wide.

Then her good life

And death collided.

They didn’t know they met.

There was no regret.

Just, hello Reaper.

Mother’s keeper.

You old sneaker

Skulking up behind her.

Death, we knew, would find her.

Said, don’t be so damn kind sir.

Don’t go quietly to that night.

Resist now with all your might.

Mother, now’s the time to fight.

Fight us for your very life.

Fight us for the right

To lose your mind

So damn unkind.

To die while still alive.

You don’t have my back.

I have yours.

You think I am whack.

Well, of course.

I am.

I ran.

All this way to meet you.

Here in the middle.

Here, we don’t fiddle

With numbers

Becomers.

Fixin’ leaks like plumbers.

We’re sinking

You’re thinking

Please untie the lifeboats.

Then miniature like play goats

We’ll scramble quick to freedom

They’ll all come

You’re welcome.

Cause sis, I got your back.

She said shut your effing mouth.

And mask up, fiend!

There was no time for niceties

And nothing in between.

Bitch was serious.

She meant her demeaning.

Without any screening.

She was still screaming

When entering my zone.

This place is my home.

I’m here all alone.

But she wants to come in

Make me make a big sin.

Hands below her mask now.

Squeezing hard to last now.

Please stop squirming.

Here, start learning.

You’re NPC momma.

Gonna hurt us all come a

Time when you’re silent.

All bitching now spent.

No mask tomorrow

When there be sorrow

For no one

Nor you hon.

Now we breathe easy

But you’re not.

When you point your finger.

Are you happy you can point?

Does the pointing now anoint

You to that realm

Where you have found

Your glare directs attention?

And when you mention

Your attention

Is it you

Or those attending?

A name was needed

And it hadda be cool.

Tat it on a million faces.

Let ’em cools tool.

Let ’em work.

Let ’em jerk.

Then boot ’em from your see stem.

Tell ’em you will help ’em.

Sell ’em guns and ammo.

They will pay to play doh.

Set up another.

Be that mother.

Hoodlums dine with you, ya?

Your smile.

Your frown.

You upside down.

You right side up.

You had enough?

Or does it matter?

You madhatter.

You brain scatter.

Hey! Get atter!

Buddy ain’t wearin’ no mask!

They weren’t fighting on the beaches.

No bombs screamed down from the air.

The unmolested strolled about.

They didn’t seem to care.

The river rose

And quickly chose

Unfortunates to float.

The weather swamped their boat.

Crocks slid in the moat.

Yes, you can ride and

Many died

And with them went their vote.

Mister Trumpachov,

Tear down this wall!

They did call from the wayside.

Silence total from the nayside.

So tear they did

And all was hid

By the houses built

Out of wall brick.

The alarm is set.

It’s set. It’s set.

You wanna be a winner?

Bet. You bet.

Wanna get wise?

Regret. Forget.

Don’t believe in Karma?

Oh shet. Not yet?

Gonna make a bed

Can’t be laid in.

Tied up, preyed on.

Move me in the hallway.

I won’t run away.

I don’t have the legs.

I’ma guy who begs.

I can see the pegs.

Move me up a couple.

I won’t be no trouble.

Hanging in the hallway.

Just another day.

Born into a good fam-lee?

That’s good. That’s great.

But hold on, wait…

Born into a bad fam-lee?

That’s sad. Be glad.

Because you have

A better shot at happ ee ness.

Aim through the stress.

Know you are blessed.

With happ ee ness.

Forget the rest.

This is a test.

Just do your best

Grow happ ee ness.

Your own good fam ill lee.

You live on a sinking boat.

In a moat.

Buddy lives on the lake.

Buddy can wake and bake.

Life is his to take.

It’s a big life, ya.

Made up, ha ha!

Or filled with Waah!

Depends on the moat

Or the lake.

They buffayed all day

In every way

And none did say

Hey, hey okay…

Houston, we have a problem.

No but we called on God then.

But God was away

Yet we still did pay

The beggar his daily due.

He put our dues straight on through.

Ignoring our boo hoo hoos.

A beggar, he was

Not just because

He begged.

He mislead, too.

I know you slip away

When my eyes are closed.

And sometimes you return so slow

When I think I have arose.

Desert me in mid sentence

Blank my meeting eyes.

Make them ask me questions

Then allow me no replies.

You scatter brain me

Can’t retrain me

You see I see

You are gone.

My very fond

And faithful engineer.

You stay here.

Stick with me.

Oh there ain’t no need

For you to heed

The whispering breeze’s suggestion.

Buddy, you don’t even question

Is it right?

Is it fright?

Is it your damn plight?

Or are they trying to undermine you?

If they can’t then will they fine you?

Is the system breaking down?

If you take a look around

Is there carnage?

Harmage?

Are they getting goats?

Persisting with their votes?

While slowly digging moats

Around their castles?

The assholes.

Screwing all the vassels.

With barbarians so invisible

They can instill

Great fear bolted to nada.

You mask up and

Task up and

You keep your distance.

Please no resistance

Your pain is an instance

Of how you insist that

Freedom is better than

Living forever

Just under the boot of some Jack?

Buddy, that’s whacked and

You better get back

To the place where your grace was

Measured by yeses.

Forget all these guesses

And lay down when they tell you

Lay down.

Oh, they were going to divide us.

By color or height or weight.

They pinned on our badges.

All we did was wait.

Their bait set in.

It was a sin

To go or go without it.

Bottom of a rock filled pit for you, boi!

That won’t do!

Take that goddamn hat off!

Glitches are real and

You can feel your

Heart skip a beat

When you meet

Someone could be

Your maker.

Bitch’s lips were moving.

She was grooving

On the sympathy

That only she

Manufactured

Cause she heard

It’s a big thing

If no thing

Actually happened

And she ends

Trapped innit.

Haha bitch.

I know the fellow who casually writes

Claims this blog is his.

I know he sleeps

And I know where

He sleeps

I know where it is.

Not here

But oh, so close!

I know where it is!

Being nowhere.

Not a place.

No time, degrees.

WHAT A DISGRACE!

What of degrees?

No Captain this!

No Doctor that!

Shine the light where they be at!

There be nothing!

Nothing but hear at zooming…

Fuck you, if you don’t help me!

All that I have done!

You don’t keep a boi a’guessin!

Keep ‘im onna run!

It’s tit for tat you goddamn rat!

I ask you for goddamn nuthin!

For all the help that you bin!

You’re nowhere anywhere.

Was, you wouldn’t dare.

Fuck you are a hypocrite!

Lian fuck!

Accepting praise then do not raise

A fucking finger fuck.

You bring her memory back!

Nothing was as it seemed.

As if the world careened.

In a ditch boi

Where their joy

Will employ

Guns and knives and waspy hives

No, get away from me now.

Legs, get moving and how

Do we jump this shark?

In the thick, thick dark.

From a place where dark lives matter.

Don’t stop me man.

Because i can

Not be stopped.

We were dazed by the flashes

Of bright moon light

And the waves crashed all around us.

Brought ’em in by bus, they did

And their waves crashed all around us.

Blinded by moon light,

Splashed upon those shores.

It was land not yet explored.

Saler gainst saler.

Discount city.

Wasn’t so pretty after eighty percent.

All of whom went

Out with the ocean

Sure, some of them swam

But only for a minute.

Soon as they were in it

All were doomed.

Wasn’t no room

At the inn.

We were in

And they were out.

Everything is backwards

And nothing goes ahead.

We will all be dead.

It will not be said.

We knew what we did here.

Out of thought in to fear.

No reason now for rhyme.

We are outa time.

The chickens have come home.

I said “Get down, girl!”

When she walked up on me.

Bitch was tall as I was!

Ain’t no if, or, and buts,

She had the guts

To sit and stand right up to me.

Like she was free

And I was in no way her master.

His arse didn’t feel them.

The kicks kept coming.

He slept right through

A major thumping.

The blood

She clots

A major lumping.

Hey no stumping!

You can’t trade booze for votes!

You know they will cross moats!

The drawbridge down

And still you clown

Baptism needs some water!

If there was time you oughta…

But you don’t today

The urge fades away

Killing time’s just as good now.

Brother, I eat thou.

Thou eats me.

If I ask

Please let me be.

Can’t you see?

You won’t free

Your mind

To find

To truly see.

You are blind

Mostly to me.

Buddy felt stupid.

Acted stupid too.

Maybe wasn’t stupid compared to you

But stupid he felt.

Right to his core.

Couldn’t shoo stupid out smarten up door.

So here to fore.

Forevermore.

Stupid is as stupid is.

Nothing more.

There’s fear in the air.

It’ll get in your lungs.

Sneaks in through your mouth and nose.

You don’t wanna be one of those.

Living like only you knows.

The shit’s hit the fan now.

It’s all over and how

Deep does this shit get?

Who takes the first bet

It gets so thick

Forms like bricks

Build a shit house, do the trick.

Let the wolves do their’s with it.

Let ’em huff and puff

Get Billy Goat Gruff.

When they’ve had enough.

The brick shit house comes down.

You are going to hell!

Brother, you’d do well

To turn yourself in.

Cause where you bin

Brother, ain’t allowed.

You’re bad.

So sad.

You won’t make the playoffs.

Buddy, this is all you got.

Here and now.

Holy cow.

You gonna ride dem rails.